I miss South Africa so much you guys.
and unfortunately the other place I was more interested in (Ambrosia Treatment Center) couldn’t guarantee me a job yet BUT they are going to try and give me a part time job OR even a full time job in a few weeks and if they offer me either one I’m going to take it. this is all pretty exciting though. jobs. real jobs. this is happening!
So I just accepted a full time job at Hampton House Behavioral Center as a Mental Health Associate! MY FIRST REAL PERSON AFTER COLLEGE JOB! PARTY TIME!
bumming myself out by listening to an old voicemail I still have from you from last July when we were all on our xanax binge and all that bad shit went down in the house and you just keep saying in it how much you like me and how you hope I’m not hurting and that you just really care. and you sound so so sad.
i can’t believe that was over a year ago. i can’t believe how much has changed for both of us. being at the house around you the other night was still so hard for me.
I keep finding myself saying words you used to say. I don’t think I’ll ever be able to let go of you.