stupid nightmares with your stupid scary stuff and stupid shit waking me up and making me extra scared D:
LOL just kidding ripped up the letter cause I got too nervous. just give me some fucking closure for all of this! FEELINGS SUCK!
since matt won’t see me while I’m home I wrote him a letter and said all I had to say. I hope he actually reads it. he has a skirt and some clothes of mine too that I want but ohwell. this week has been too sad and I said I wouldn’t cry but I’ve cried every day. this life just keeps getting heavier.
get out of the cold
join me on the inside
you’re already warm in the morning