final meeting for TWLOHA High Point UChapter for me and incoastalstates. holy shit this has been one of the greatest things I’ve been a part of and I’m so grateful to have been able to be VP for my last year at school. hope is real. love is the movement.
I’ve never missed someone the way I miss you. It’s not as intense as the way I’ve missed other people. It’s not as ‘rip my heart out sad’ as it has been with other people. But i feel it. It doesn’t even make sense to me at times. I miss you in my dreams and I miss you in the songs we used to hear. I wanted to be enough and I wanted to miss you in every breath. I get sad when I think about how maybe it all just wasn’t enough, but I don’t even know what enough is. Was I enough? Were you enough? I miss you in the poems I read. I miss you in my laughs and the way you gazed at me like there was no better sound. I miss the comfort. I miss the ease. Maybe one day I’ll miss you enough for the both of us and we’ll miss our way back to eachother.
GUYS I got accepted to the South Africa AND Tanzania 4-week program in mid June! Now I just have to decide if I want to do the Childcare program in South Africa or the Orphanage program in Tanzania. holy shit holy shit holy shit